We are going to church today! (I guess technically it was yesterday)
I don't really know what happened. Well I know what happened, it's just hard to explain I guess. Baby Girl got punched by grief today and got punched hard. It has been several months since grief has hit her so hard "You know what, she is doing really well lately" I've been telling everyone who asks. Really well, shes been going to sleep overs, shes been leaving mommy more, her anxiety is less, she hasn't had a "grief tantrum" in months. She is just doing really well. Then today happened. It's Sunday, we were going to church, we were going to make it to church today. There is a lot of grief rolled up in church, it's complicated and for another blog. In the before we rarely missed a Sunday, in the After it's a pretty great feat if I make it there once a month. My friend from a neighboring church was going to be there today and I said I would sit with her, after we were going out to lunch. We were going to make it to church today. ...