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Well It's been three months

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"So your doing this" my therapist asked. It was more of a statement then a question. I think. I couldn't quite tell. Her eyebrows were raised and she was looking directly at me. I think she wanted to make sure I was sure of my decision. I'm not certain if she thought it was a good decision or not. "Yes we're doing this!" I answered back firmly. I was sure of my decision. "Well it's been three months" I added. That was the agreed upon time frame, agreed on by my therapist, by Baby Girls therapist, and by me (at their suggestion). This all started about five months ago.  I went to the beach for the weekend with one of my besties.  We were in our hotel room drinking too much wine. Yes for real this is how this story goes. We had been talking as we do a lot about how much I missed Dan. How much I missed someone to take me out to dinner or watch a movie with, or just ask me how my day was. I was so incredibly lonely.  Thus my bestie said "