Yesterday
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Can you imagine the most guttural intense painful cry you've ever heard? Maybe something out of a movie where someone is being tortured? The pain is so real it makes your shoulders tense, your eyes squint and your face grimace. You may even move your body back at the shock. I've heard that cry before and not in a movie, and not because someone was being tortured, well not physically anyway. I have heard that cry in my own house, it has come out of my own lips. The pain of loosing Dan is that intense. The only thing worse then hearing this sound come out my own lips is when it comes out of my 11 year old daughters. That pain is utterly indescribable. Yesterday was three years, four months, and two ish weeks since Dan died. Horribly, suddenly he was gone. Then those guttural cries came out of everyone except Baby Girl. I don't think she knew how to make them, she was in complete and utter shock. She learned pretty fast though and we spent three years with both of us sc...